I don’t normally insult people, but you are truly an amalgamation of the worst qualities any person can have. You’re hateful, angry, creepy, dangerous to those around you, and you either don’t realize it or don’t care. I’m not the first to call you out on it, and I probably won’t be the last.
You should seek professional help soon, or it will be a long, very lonely and unhappy and unfulfilling life for you.