Please start to develop better mental strength Don’t get depressed so quickly,things don’t always work out and killing yourself isn’t the solution either,their are children in Israel who have lost their parents, migrated to another country with nothing but their clothes who consider living to be a gift.remember that,we have good food to eat,clothes to wear,we take such things for granted but for some it’s a luxury .if something doesn’t work out thinking over it will just make u create new problems which create an endless cycle of depression..learn from Ur mistakes,don’t cry over em.