Oh I think there were a lot of things you said I already knew so I don’t know what to tell you Nick. I love you so much. The only way I have to love you is if you love me completely and unconditionally. It’s my responsibility to make you gay, not my choice. Even today as I write this to you Nick. I have to write to you every night at 10 on the weekends. I feel like it could take me forever to find this word for you. Maybe I can convince you to tell me if you can. Or maybe I’m doing it wrong. Anyway Nick, I’ll try to do my best Nick. Thank you for coming and for everything so far.