I’m not a psychologist but I think this fall under the category of projection: you’re projecting your own fascination of other mens testicles upon all other gamers when it’s a very small very weird but very vocal minority that relishes the thought of testicles, testicles, testicles. Personally I think it’s great you’ve found another hobby besides the excitement of filming train. i also think it’s great you’re coming out so open and vocal about it – good for you!