idk man, im sorry for lashing out. but what fucking triggers me is that everyone just wastes their life including me. thats why I gotta stop playing this addictive game. and my life isn’t amazing, my parents are both gone and I have no siblings. I stay with my lowlife grandpa who doesn’t care for shit what I do and just gives me money thinking it’ll make me happy. The only thing that maintains me is God and thats why I defend him. I’m really sorry for causing a bunch of nonsense and now this, but sometimes I just need someone to talk to. Seriously though, I dont usually fight like this, sorry man. Hope life treats u well